Current mood:

drained

why am I doing this again?
Bleh.

I don't feel good. :( I have had a headache for half the nite, just pounding on the back of my eyes, Ive taken like 4 Advil already and it won't go away. Babysitting was a nightmare. I had two papers to write, plus Lit homework, plus tuesdays are workout days for me but I got up late and couldn't work out in the morning so I sorta squeezed in a quick 20 min session after school.

OMG Linney kept singing that stupid rhyme all night, drove me nuts. I swear if I hear it one more time I'll snap. I had such a hard time with everything tonite. The house got REALLY cold at one point. Made my ear ring, you know that high pitch sound like they use for the test of the emergency broadcast system? Yeah my ear was doing that. I thought it was the computers at first. Did I tell ya about the PC's in the living room? Anyway they are always on. I went over and checked them out. The table is like a spagetti bowl of cables leading off behind furniture or into the wall. Turns out its not them, the ringing was in my ear. But the Ellisons had some sorta monitoring program going....All these numbers were scrolling like mad in a window....the program wasn't anything I recognized, but the file name was like tmptest_attic. I didn't want to get in trouble so I didn't touch them.

It got warm in the hall. Linney and I stayed there for a while. It also smelled good there. Like a bakery. I think the vents must be messed up in that house, seriously. I don't know how anyone could live like that all the time. :(

I want to quit. But I don't want to hurt Linney's feelings. Maybe I should just suck it up.

gah there goes the ringing again